Managing grief(s) of lifetime is not an easy job. The road that you walk on is always alone. No one can empathize or walk the same steps as you. Everyone who is grieving along with you has their own journey's with their own pathways and their own set of roadblocks. Over a period of time you learn to survive with the loss. 'Living' with everything on the same old jest and fervor may not be with the same emotions of happiness. Life just continues to "go on"!

So that has been a story of last 10 yrs where I have tried my best to resettle with multiple hard waves unsettling my sails. and then I just started riding the tide. The survival tactic was to go on with the flow of the river. I think now that lot of precious time has been spent and its high time to set in new winds in the sail! 

As I have been flowing with the speed of the river, I have been closely and silently sharpening few rough edges of the axe on competency side. Been moving to newer unknown and untested waters. Challenged myself to be over occupied and all of it has been an interesting journey so far. 

Now that I take back to writing, these experiential learning leaves will surely occupy an important place on sharing.

I have been promising myself for last few years that I will restart and take to more serious writing all over again.

I plan a charter but then it just gets pushed off again.

But as a resolution for the new year, getting started was the only option I have set for myself and here I am back again!