Managing grief(s) of lifetime is not an easy job. The road that you walk on is always alone. No one can empathize or walk the same steps as you. Everyone who is grieving along with you has their own journey's with their own pathways and their own set of roadblocks. Over a period of time you learn to survive with the loss. 'Living' with everything on the same old jest and fervor may not be with the same emotions of happiness. Life just continues to "go on"!

So that has been a story of last 10 yrs where I have tried my best to resettle with multiple hard waves unsettling my sails. and then I just started riding the tide. The survival tactic was to go on with the flow of the river. I think now that lot of precious time has been spent and its high time to set in new winds in the sail! 

As I have been flowing with the speed of the river, I have been closely and silently sharpening few rough edges of the axe on competency side. Been moving to newer unknown and untested waters. Challenged myself to be over occupied and all of it has been an interesting journey so far. 

Now that I take back to writing, these experiential learning leaves will surely occupy an important place on sharing.

I have been promising myself for last few years that I will restart and take to more serious writing all over again.

I plan a charter but then it just gets pushed off again.

But as a resolution for the new year, getting started was the only option I have set for myself and here I am back again!

The Restart :)

So finally I am there to write the first post of this year :)

In last few years, due to certain personal reasons I had to move away from my regular career track which involved project management, project delivery, sales, client management and other related stuff. This lead me explore something new and interesting at a much larger scale. The new key areas of involvement have been around  strategy, planning, operations and people management. The posts from here on will be around multiple new experiential learnings in these spaces.

Renewed synergies

Been few years that I really penned off something on a blog post.

Life has taken many twists and turns in these years. There have been forced changed priorities of life and so on.

Since one of coming new year's resolution is to restart on things that give me more eternal pleasure and blog writing is one of them, what better than penning something down before the new year actually starts :)

Lost Memories ....

2013 .....yet another year that gave me another huge void in life ....
God only knows till when he'll keep throwing me into such unknown crevices of life....as soon as I think life is back in control and settling in...he sets another storm on my sails :(

Meeting the old

Had an interesting time with IIT BHU Alumni meet yesterday (29June2013).
The function was a full packed day starting at 8 am and ending 11 pm. I was little apprehensive as I signed up a confirmation to attend thinking that this is going to be very long day and how will the organizers maintain it.
Kudos to Sumit Dey and team of his supporters who managed to do everything perfectly. The best was the upkeep on the timing control.

Meeting old friends, making new one's, listening to some interesting thoughts, reminiscing old days, reliving the days at BHU..... well memories galore!

2012 : A year gone by!

2012 was one of the worst year of my life.
It uprooted me in many ways. Shook my belief in lot of things around me.
Left me emotionally broken. It has been difficult to gather one self and face the ultimate truth of life. Face the fact of death of someone very near and dear to you.

Time is the only healer for such a situation. It gives you strength to re-coop. To gather yourself. Continue on the life with a mega void that has been created.

I also realized how lonely you get in your time of grief. None other than you can relate to the situation you are in. Everyone feels it is their right to advise and it your duty to adhere to that advise. It is so easier said than done when people tell you to be strong :(
So many perspectives of my viewpoint about life have changed in this last one year!

I hope that 2013 will bring in better days, a better me and a better vision from me for multiple things around me !!